Brain Vomit

     There are times when I feel as though I have no identity. It is a very odd, uncomfortable position, as it then leads me down a slippery slope of questions without answers. 

     I'm not sure what it means. Who am I? Who is this person that exists, and walks through this life, that can seem just as unreal at times? 

     I think it's just one of those days...or weeks, more likely. Now is not a good time for this to be happening, but then again, when would be a good time? Yeah...exactly. I've been doing everything I can to protect the days I have under my belt (currently on day 15 as of today), but moods like this are a serious threat. Knowing that, however, will hopefully give me a bit more strength in fighting it.

     Sorry this wasn't the most well-written or thought out of posts. Under the circumstances, I have been finding it a bit difficult to concentrate on anything for too long. Hopefully it will pass soon, but I just needed to write a bit to at least get some of it out of my head. 

-CFS